Napoleon
15 Nov 2004, 03:10 PM
I need to write down some problems i have in the hope of finding a solution myself or from the people reading this.
Man, the last weeks have been so fucked up. I have had alot of free days from uni and i haven't done much study work. I only have 4 subjects to study and one of them is chemistry. Its fucking hard, we(intp's) are supposed to love this shit? I hate it. I never had a decent edjucation in chemistry. It is so much, it's like i have to study in 2 months what is normaly learned in 2years. And on top of it I haven't looked at the other subject because my mind is to buzy trying to figure out what to do with chemistry.
During these free days i kept myself buzzy watching movies and trying to get my intrest back for some subjects i realy loved some years ago. Surfing the internet, rechecking forums way to much in the hope of stumbling on to something that catches my intrest.
I am looking for things to do so i don't have to think about failing chemistry, How fucked up is that?
I could force myself to study but i know that will fail after some time.
I could try and look for the intresting site of chemistry, what can i do with it and what does it add to my life?
I could quit uni, but i love the atmosphere there, the freedome you get is awsome. If you don't show up its your probleme, i hated the early years of school. Everybody always trying to control you, bah makes me sick thinking about it.
I could see a some profesional help, but deep down i do not want to do that. I am not crazy (or am i? :) )
Man o man, what should i Do?
Man, the last weeks have been so fucked up. I have had alot of free days from uni and i haven't done much study work. I only have 4 subjects to study and one of them is chemistry. Its fucking hard, we(intp's) are supposed to love this shit? I hate it. I never had a decent edjucation in chemistry. It is so much, it's like i have to study in 2 months what is normaly learned in 2years. And on top of it I haven't looked at the other subject because my mind is to buzy trying to figure out what to do with chemistry.
During these free days i kept myself buzzy watching movies and trying to get my intrest back for some subjects i realy loved some years ago. Surfing the internet, rechecking forums way to much in the hope of stumbling on to something that catches my intrest.
I am looking for things to do so i don't have to think about failing chemistry, How fucked up is that?
I could force myself to study but i know that will fail after some time.
I could try and look for the intresting site of chemistry, what can i do with it and what does it add to my life?
I could quit uni, but i love the atmosphere there, the freedome you get is awsome. If you don't show up its your probleme, i hated the early years of school. Everybody always trying to control you, bah makes me sick thinking about it.
I could see a some profesional help, but deep down i do not want to do that. I am not crazy (or am i? :) )
Man o man, what should i Do?