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[ohnoaninfp]

Do any of you get in a mood where you feel really bitchy, but yet you don't know the reason for feeling that way. Maybe it's from the lack of sleep, but I feel bitchy, about to go off on anyone who pisses me off. I just want to go home and sleep. It sounds like a good idea. I don't know I feel at a lost. Maybe I just need to talk to my friends to cheer me up.

[Zero Angel]

I find that relaxing and listening to music cheers me up. I might listen to a powerfully emotional song, then an exciting one, then i'll feel a little bit better. Sometimes then I will sleep for little while and dream about the thing that is bothering me and wake up feeling refreshed, and that my sense of lonliness or dread may be there, but that its starting to be forgotten, just like the dream.

[Star Cannon]

Meh. I feel like castrating/sterilizing every idiot that comes in my direction. Does that describe what your meaning?

[Groty]

8O Try Kazaa'ing for Porn, that helps sometimes.

[Solo]

Meh. I feel like castrating/sterilizing every idiot that comes in my direction. Does that describe what your meaning?

That's pretty much how I feel in school all day.

I think everyone gets into bad moods. I am in a funk right now also. I find it helpful to to find the problem. I may not be able to fix it but I do feel a little better knowing why I'm in a bad mood. Maybe you could try to take your mind of it by watching a movie. if you have them I'd watch the Lord of the Rings trilogy. You get to watch good movies and you'll probably fall asleep.

[Biff_Loman]

Do any of you get in a mood where you feel really bitchy, but yet you don't know the reason for feeling that way.

Not really, but sometimes I feel kind of jaded, like nothing can ever give me joy or pleasure. Life assumes a gray neutrality, and nothing interests or excites me.

That passes in time, and my passion for life renews.

[crule81]

I've noticed I can get very upset for no apparent reason also. I tend to get over it naturally if I'm just left alone for a few hours. Perhaps it's just my mind telling me I need some kind of recharge after having to be too social for too long.

[Avengardh]

I've noticed I can get very upset for no apparent reason also. I tend to get over it naturally if I'm just left alone for a few hours. Perhaps it's just my mind telling me I need some kind of recharge after having to be too social for too long.
Pretty much me.

If I was living in my own place I don't think I would get as bitchy.

~*Aven*~

[Clara]

Do any of you get in a mood where you feel really bitchy, but yet you don't know the reason for feeling that way.

Of course. Everything gets too much, some times. :hug:

[CeSoirNoir]

That happens to me.

[hemanthraz]

Happens all the time. The only thing that cures it is some time doing stuff that i really enjoy.At work i feel like pushing my computer out of the window, then i just sit back, hide the screen and play some puzzles , same game klickety....
Gets me right back , or at least helps me kill time pleasantly.

[heeroyuy]

I feel kind of jaded, like nothing can ever give me joy or pleasure. Life assumes a gray neutrality, and nothing interests or excites me.

Yup. Been there too, it sucks. Usually what happens to fix this is something snaps me out of it. I either stumble upon some philosophy I haven't read and want to, or maybe I talk to someone very intellectually stimulating, and it snaps me out of it and renews one of my few joys: [true] learning. Not the kind the majority of people in school get, although some of that has value most of it is review, but the _real_ kind. Ideas, theory, blah blah blah, only reason I'm alive, blah blah, you guys know the story, I'm sure :)

[ohnoaninfp]

Well guess what! I am not bitchy anymore. Now I am depressed. Everything seems to be going wrong in my life. I try to be a good person, but I just get screwed. Yesterday I was involved in a car accident on my way to one of my finals. I got distracted and ending up rearending someone. She is ok and I am ok, thankfully. It just seems that nothing good happens. I try to look on the bright side of things, thinking things are going to work out, but they don't. They just fall apart and all I am left with is disappointment and frustration. Then I have some people stelling me things will get better. I know they are just trying to help, but what in the fuck do they know? Last time someone said that, my mom died. I am so sick of things going bad for me. Can't anything good happen for once, instead of the same old stuff.

[Solo]

I know how you feel. I feel like shit at the moment. One of my best freinds that I've liked for a while now just told me she didn't like me. Now there is a huge whole in my heart that I don't think will go away. Things never seem to get better. Bad things always happen to you. When you try to make good things happen they fail too. Damned if you do and damned if you don't I guess.

[heeroyuy]

That's why I tend to avoid the question entirely, and sit in contemplation of why doing and not doing sucks. (I realize by thinking we aren't doing, be quiet, I'm making a point :) ).

[mgb]

I know what you guys mean, no good deed goes unpunished. I have a list of stories but really I think I have been trying to live a lifestyle that is much more honest with myself. Sometimes that means doing the right thing, but in the long run it feels a lot better.

And Solo, this is lame, but there are lots of fish in the sea, hopefully you will still be friends with your friend but someone else will come along.

[ApeTheDog]

I can sometimes be really pissed off about something that happened several days ago. I find that what I do is repress that I'm angry, and through repressing it eventually forget all about it. However, the anger still remains, and I just perpetuate the feeling for a long time because nothing snaps me out of it.

Finding out exactly what it is that pissed me off, and this is not an easy process for me - it has to be done meticulously and slowly - helps me, as seeing the problem in a by then wholly new and thus fresh perspective usually makes me see the 'itch' I couldn't see then, and in turn dissolves the problem and crankiness altogether.

So the next time you feel angry for no reason, try and find the reason. It may work for you too, and perhaps you may learn a few new things about yourself as a bonus there too.

[Division56]

Well guess what! I am not bitchy anymore. Now I am depressed. Everything seems to be going wrong in my life. I try to be a good person, but I just get screwed. Yesterday I was involved in a car accident on my way to one of my finals. I got distracted and ending up rearending someone. She is ok and I am ok, thankfully. It just seems that nothing good happens. I try to look on the bright side of things, thinking things are going to work out, but they don't. They just fall apart and all I am left with is disappointment and frustration. Then I have some people stelling me things will get better. I know they are just trying to help, but what in the fuck do they know? Last time someone said that, my mom died. I am so sick of things going bad for me. Can't anything good happen for once, instead of the same old stuff.


Well the problem is so obvious I'm suprised you haven't realized.

You're Irish. All Irish are doomed. Therefore you are doomed. Being 1/4 Irish, and therefore 1/4 doomed I can tell you this is true.

;P

[Arcael]

Well guess what! I am not bitchy anymore. Now I am depressed. Everything seems to be going wrong in my life. I try to be a good person, but I just get screwed. Yesterday I was involved in a car accident on my way to one of my finals. I got distracted and ending up rearending someone. She is ok and I am ok, thankfully. It just seems that nothing good happens. I try to look on the bright side of things, thinking things are going to work out, but they don't. They just fall apart and all I am left with is disappointment and frustration. Then I have some people stelling me things will get better. I know they are just trying to help, but what in the fuck do they know? Last time someone said that, my mom died. I am so sick of things going bad for me. Can't anything good happen for once, instead of the same old stuff.Rarely do people sit back and think about how things are going good for them, its only in the times of bad that we thinking nothing is going good for us ever.

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I am also part Irish, therefore I too am partially doomed :P. When you hit rock bottom, there isnt any way to go but back up.

[SheepDog]

Rarely do people sit back and think about how things are going good for them, its only in the times of bad that we thinking nothing is going good for us ever.
This is an good point. I've been saying a lot lately that "gratitude is one of the greatest gifts I've ever been given." By that, I mean the ability to appreciate the good around me really helps me to be a happier person. Not taking things (or other people) for granted also has its advantages.

About 15 years ago, I realized that I was being overly negative, and constantly critical. I made a point to try to observe the good in things as well as the bad. It's been slow going, but I think it's starting to make a difference ;)

[Clara]

Valiant in the face of doomed - "... but, by God, we're going to go down (pick a verb)"

ohno, Mariel has posted a long litany of tales, car and otherwise, in the Pub, "What vehicles have you owned?" (in case you want to build on a theme)

[Clara]

Something that "Irish heritage" has been reminding me: there are situations where moderation and balance really are what's needed. And there are moments in which following one's passionate feeling is the right way to go.

The difficulty is that we must discern, and then decide - what passions, when - and how we know.

[ohnoaninfp]

I am 3/4 ths Irish. I just hurt so much, even from things that happened years ago. I am afraid of getting used. I just want the sadness to go away. And I don't believe that the Irish are doomed, Why would we be? I own a 97 dodge caravan. God help me!

[purple13]

Hey, at least you don't live IN A VAN, DOWN BY THE RIVER!! ahahahaha.
(you don't, do you?)

[Clara]

Ohno, it's like a figure of speech - not literally doomed, no more than we all are - just feeling things keenly, sometimes. Deciding to let our lives reflect our best selves, in defiance of feelings of doomed (that's what is meant... facing the monster, so we can move beyond it, instead of staying quiet and scared). Do you understand?

It's hard, when what you want is consolation, to be feeling inconsolable. So, there are people close to you (by geography and emotions) that you need to be close to, and talking to - more. We care, and can't really help - those close to you can.

Letting yourself be consoled is not always easy - and that's one more reason for turning to those closest to you: family; counselor. By sharing your feelings with them, you make them a gift - and you get one. It might feel like, "some gift." Well, I can't explain. It's the way this works.

(It's important to know, this isn't strange, or rare. None of us were born knowing these things :) )

[antireconciler]

I agree with Clara. Trusting the world enough to share your feelings with someone seems to be the major breakthrough moment. Somehow only you know the answer, though. I know so little.

[CreativeChaos]

Get yourself on an anti-deppressant. Then you'll feel so mellow and lathargic you won't givadam. My dear.

[lexiphanic]

Not really, but sometimes I feel kind of jaded, like nothing can ever give me joy or pleasure. Life assumes a gray neutrality, and nothing interests or excites me.

That passes in time, and my passion for life renews.

I find I have many similarities to you.

[lexiphanic]

I am 3/4 ths Irish. I just hurt so much, even from things that happened years ago. I am afraid of getting used. I just want the sadness to go away. And I don't believe that the Irish are doomed, Why would we be? I own a 97 dodge caravan. God help me!

You own a dodge caravan? There is no help for you.

[ohnoaninfp]

Get yourself on an anti-deppressant. Then you'll feel so mellow and lathargic you won't givadam. My dear. I am on an antidepressent for my ocd. Things are not going well for me, thats all.