i just want to bitch for a moment

[Shai Gar]

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jemma has a boyfriend, but she comes to me to have a shoulder to cry on. now dont get me wrong here i do like the girl, and not in a i'd like to date you way, but more in a you are still hot and while we dont really get on much anymore i still wanna fuck you, plus you are sweet way. anyway i really want to just say, "take this shit to your new boyfriend, let him deal with it bitch" but i cannot, what she did hurt me, but i cannot honestly say i dont want anything to do with her ever again, when she looks sad it hurts me because i know i am one of the only two people in her life who can make her feel better, the other is her ex-best friend, and since those two are fighting i get the brunt of having to help her feel better, i just get shitted off, i still want to hold her in my arms and kiss her, i still want to take her dancing, i still want to do things with her and she knows i still like her, but i also told her i dont care as much as i used to, even though i still do.

i am not in love with the girl anymore, i moved on, but seeing her in pain is hard for me. what is worse is when i see her with her boyfriend kissing him.
i dont really give a shit who she is with, but knowing that i just put in 10 minutes of my reading time into making her happy and knowing she is now kissing some other guy shits me off.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

there. okay rant done, i feel somewhat better.

truth to tell, i'd feel better if i had someone, anyone really close to me who i could discuss the ideas that come into my mind, how i think the universe operates, how the world should run, the best ways to take over a nation, the fundemental human rights, and be able to hug them too

[Shai Gar]

damnit, i had a rebound threesome, i should be feeling better by now

[waxwing]

truth to tell, i'd feel better if i had someone, anyone really close to me who i could discuss the ideas that come into my mind, how i think the universe operates, how the world should run, the best ways to take over a nation, the fundemental human rights, and be able to hug them too You want to feel emotionally connected to someone you have an intellectual bond with?

[nonsequitur]

^ahh. typical intp dream. ;) doubt it's going to happen.

[Shai Gar]

You want to feel emotionally connected to someone you have an intellectual bond with?
exactly, i have had this once, when i fell in love back i 2003, she was very bright, very argumentative, and we made each other happy.

fucking visa application people, she was american, what was wrong with letting one of them stay in australia ey? they already run the country, let one more stay for the happyness of one of your fucking citizens.

i have seen the beginings of a possible relationship form with someone else online recently, but i have been avoiding her lately. dont ask me why, i dont know.

[sbw]

knowing that i just put in 10 minutes of my reading time

this is what it's all about...also, "rebound threesome" is hilarious.

Scott

[Shai Gar]

what is what it is all about? taking time out of something i dearly love, simply to help her out, when i am not getting any anymore?

seems without any merit, makes her smile though

[melancholeric]

Why did you post this to the Parlor? First, this was set up for interpersonal disputes between members, not for ranting about your personal life; that's why we have Rants and Raves.

Second, now this masterpiece will be deleted one day along with all other posts in the Parlor. That's ... sad.

[Shai Gar]

which is why i chose to post it here.

my other rants dont get deleted when i ask for them to be.
this one will be deleted on sunday night.

[Shai Gar]

which is why i chose to post it here.

my other rants dont get deleted when i ask for them to be.
this one will be deleted on sunday night. no linkage to this one in anyones, yes i am looking at you mgbradsh, signature will last long

[melancholeric]

But... this one should definitely be saved... This is beautiful.

And I think mgbr having a link to your thread -and the popularity of that thread- should be quite flattering to you.

[Shai Gar]

not really, i dont like the thread anymore, never really did, i only said what i said cause i was pissed off.

how is this thread beautiful?

[YardGnome]

Would you like some cheese with that whine?

[mgb]

which is why i chose to post it here.

my other rants dont get deleted when i ask for them to be.
this one will be deleted on sunday night. no linkage to this one in anyones, yes i am looking at you mgbradsh, signature will last long

There's a slim chance we could get it moved...for preservation. In fact, I think it might be appropriate to have a preservation society to deal with these matters. We could call it the "FUCKING Preservation Society" and dedicate it to saving your magnificent artwork. I can only suspect there is more on #intp, but getting those ones would be like finding a van Gogh in some old lady's attic.

[melancholeric]

There's a slim chance we could get it moved...for preservation. In fact, I think it might be appropriate to have a preservation society to deal with these matters. We could call it the "FUCKING Preservation Society" and dedicate it to saving your magnificent artwork. I can only suspect there is more on #intp, but getting those ones would be like finding a van Gogh in some old lady's attic.
I'm sure someone has the logs... Unless everyone there has Shai on ignore. But the server probably logs everything. Heero could post them here.

[mgb]

I'm sure someone has the logs... Unless everyone there has Shai on ignore. But the server probably logs everything. Heero could post them here.

I cried a little when I read that. I hope you aren't just pulling my leg here, I'm getting my hopes up.

[melancholeric]

I cried a little when I read that. I hope you aren't just pulling my leg here, I'm getting my hopes up.
Ask heero, he should know. But my guess is that everything that happens on ecnet server ( except maybe private chats or DCC activity ) is logged, and heero should have access to those logs. And I think heero's own irc client logs #intp too, and since he is there about 24/7, he probably has most if not all of Shai's masterpieces logged.

Heeroyuy! We need you here!

[Claverhouse]

Er, I have meditated a separate sub-forum devoted entirely to the Works of Shai Gar. But given that so many other sub-fora are needed ( like one devoted entirely to school-work, education, SATs, etc. ) intensive lobbying would be needed before it would be approved.

BTW, the 87th fuck has a capital U, and two others have capital Fs. Shaiologists are feverishly speculating as to the significance of these and their placing.

Since the Fall of the Wall, all those old Kremlinologists have a lot of time on their hands.




Claverhouse :ph34r:

[sbw]

There's a slim chance we could get it moved...for preservation. In fact, I think it might be appropriate to have a preservation society to deal with these matters. We could call it the "FUCKING Preservation Society" and dedicate it to saving your magnificent artwork. I can only suspect there is more on #intp, but getting those ones would be like finding a van Gogh in some old lady's attic.

sings "we are the village green, FUCKING preservation society, god save sexy wops, big d-cups, but not virginity"

Scott

[shaytana]

Why did you post this to the Parlor? First, this was set up for interpersonal disputes between members, not for ranting about your personal life; that's why we have Rants and Raves.

Second, now this masterpiece will be deleted one day along with all other posts in the Parlor. That's ... sad.

No worries, those threads are Soft deleted (read:moved to a hidden sub section of the Parlor)

[mgb]

No worries, those threads are Soft deleted (read:moved to a hidden sub section of the Parlor)

More attics?

*oh no, I have to go, I've just wet myself*

[melancholeric]

No worries, those threads are Soft deleted (read:moved to a hidden sub section of the Parlor)
Yes yes, but us mere mortals can't access those, so it doesn't really make a big difference.

[shaytana]

Yes yes, but us mere mortals can't access those, so it doesn't really make a big difference.

True, but it can be brought back to life if the demand is there. I still say we need a 'Vault' for the classics.

[Claverhouse]

We wouldn't do that, would we ?

[ Rhetorical Question ]



Claverhouse :ph34r:

[shaytana]

We wouldn't do that, would we ?

[ Rhetorical Question ]



Claverhouse :ph34r:


Some of the best threads on this forum are sitting in the Mods section or locked and lost. I think a vault would be cool imo.

[Claverhouse]

[ Pleasedly ]

We could charge to let people in !


If we did have an 'Abandon Hope' forum, are you suggesting that all the best threads should go in regardless of origin, or merely those that were hidden away as too terrible for the human gaze ?



Claverhouse :ph34r:


[ And if Shai or anyone imagines that when we clear the Parlor we move them all regardless, no. We use sense and leave those that a/ are not making someone cry --- already people misuse the Parlor for simple inoffensive threads b/ leave those with a bit of life to go c/ leave those that make us laugh. ]

[shaytana]

[ Pleasedly ]

We could charge to let people in !


If we did have an 'Abandon Hope' forum, are you suggesting that all the best threads should go in regardless of origin, or merely those that were hidden away as too terrible for the human gaze ?




Best threads, regardless.

How this will be determined... I dont know.

[Claverhouse]

I declare... That This shall be the benchmark. All threads which include a post of equal greatness to the first post in this divine thread will be selected.

Ready ?

You know the title.

[ Most of us can remember it in our sleep. ]

The deathless:

WHEN THIS WORLD BURNS (http://www.intpcentral.com/forums/showthread.php?t=3294)


The Glory !



Claverhouse :ph34r:

[Snowflake]

Ask heero, he should know. But my guess is that everything that happens on ecnet server ( except maybe private chats or DCC activity ) is logged, and heero should have access to those logs. And I think heero's own irc client logs #intp too, and since he is there about 24/7, he probably has most if not all of Shai's masterpieces logged.

Heeroyuy! We need you here!

You don't need logs to move a thread.

The moderators/admins have a convenient little "move thread" option in a menu that appears in the thread window (among other options). (I have been a moderator at other vBulletin based forums before).

The other way to move the thread is to go mucking around in the SQL database, which gets pretty nasty.

[melancholeric]

I declare... That This shall be the benchmark. All threads which include a post of equal greatness to the first post in this divine thread will be selected.

Ready ?

You know the title.

[ Most of us can remember it in our sleep. ]

The deathless:

WHEN THIS WORLD BURNS (http://www.intpcentral.com/forums/showthread.php?t=3294)


The Glory !



Claverhouse :ph34r:
That's not fair, not a single opening post in the history of this forum comes anywhere close the greatness of that.

You don't need logs to move a thread.

The moderators/admins have a convenient little "move thread" option in a menu that appears in the thread window (among other options). (I have been a moderator at other vBulletin based forums before).

The other way to move the thread is to go mucking around in the SQL database, which gets pretty nasty.
We were talking about irc logs, not the forums. I answered to this:

I can only suspect there is more on #intp, but getting those ones would be like finding a van Gogh in some old lady's attic.

[Snowflake]

My bad. :blink:

[euterpenc]

i am not in love with the girl anymore, i moved on, but seeing her in pain is hard for me. what is worse is when i see her with her boyfriend kissing him.
i dont really give a shit who she is with, but knowing that i just put in 10 minutes of my reading time into making her happy and knowing she is now kissing some other guy shits me off.

truth to tell, i'd feel better if i had someone, anyone really close to me who i could discuss the ideas that come into my mind, how i think the universe operates, how the world should run, the best ways to take over a nation, the fundemental human rights, and be able to hug them too

Amen brotha, amen.

[Shai Gar]

BTW, the 87th fuck has a capital U, and two others have capital Fs. Shaiologists are feverishly speculating as to the significance of these and their placing. to fuck with the placements of teh word fuck, i wanted people to wonder what the hell was wrong, and if they are like me to search out the answer, but mostly to fuck with your sense of aesthetics

[Shai Gar]

I can only suspect there is more on #intp
i log absolutely everything

[Shai Gar]

True, but it can be brought back to life if the demand is there. I still say we need a 'Vault' for the classics. no, don't, dont you dare.

[mgb]

no, don't, dont you dare.

Dare. Dare. Please.

[Claverhouse]

to fuck with the placements of teh word fuck, i wanted people to wonder what the hell was wrong, and if they are like me to search out the answer, but mostly to fuck with your sense of aesthetics
I'm like you ?



[ Takes out the luger from the desktop drawer as so many times before and stares morosely at the wall, whilst gnawing a knuckle. Death ? Perchance to dream ? Should I await a Sign, or die boldly here and now ? Now cast up the balance of good and evil represented by continual existence in this world of men: on the one hand... on the other ?

'Is this the end for Little Rico ?' Courage, mon brave, t'will take but a moment... Infinity. 'And how can man die better, than facing fearful odds, for the Ashes of his Fathers, and the Temples of his Gods ?' Is it not more courageous to live ? Life is mere maya. 'We bring nothing into this world and it is certain that we take nothing out' 'I am going out for a while and may be some time.' ]

[ But it's the artillery version, a bit big for the deadly purpose; so I put it back and vow to buy a derringer someday. ]



Claverhouse :ph34r:

[Shai Gar]

nigga please :P

[Miss Anthropic]

Er, I have meditated a separate sub-forum devoted entirely to the Works of Shai Gar. But given that so many other sub-fora are needed ( like one devoted entirely to school-work, education, SATs, etc. ) intensive lobbying would be needed before it would be approved.

BTW, the 87th fuck has a capital U, and two others have capital Fs. Shaiologists are feverishly speculating as to the significance of these and their placing.

Since the Fall of the Wall, all those old Kremlinologists have a lot of time on their hands.




Claverhouse :ph34r:

Shouldn't we be called Shaigologists...it sounds better.

Oh, Shai Gar, you are so articulate. The only thing better than your poetry is your expansive and expressive use of the word fuck. And Jemma of Tannum Sands lives on, to be a burr under your saddle, a thorn in your side, a sliver under your fingernail.

[Shai Gar]

yes she does, untill i graduate, but i dont really mind i just needed to bitch.

shaigologists sounds cool

[Shai Gar]

hahaha, fuck you all, this gets deleted tommorow morning :P

[ohnoaninfp]

hopefully it get deleted. If Shaigar wants the thread to be deleted then it should be. The artist should choose wether or not the work survives although seeing the word fuck used so many times in one post is amazing! I salute you.

[melancholeric]

hahaha, fuck you all, this gets deleted tommorow morning :P
I saved a copy to my hard drive.

But I still hope this won't get deleted. This is too important.

[Shai Gar]

IT SHOULD ALREADY BE GONE DAMNIT

[melancholeric]

IT SHOULD ALREADY BE GONE DAMNIT
Well, it isn't. And believe me, the longer this stays here, the funnier it is.

Shai, out of curiousity.... Did you actually type every 'fuck' or did you copypaste?

[Claverhouse]

Well, it isn't. And believe me, the longer this stays here, the funnier it is.

Shai, out of curiousity.... Did you actually type every 'fuck' or did you copypaste?

It's even more impressive when you realise he fits a long bill-like contraption to his nose and pecks out each letter to avoid finger-use.



Claverhouse :ph34r:

[Shai Gar]

copy paste

[Clara]

Yes yes, but us mere mortals can't access those, so it doesn't really make a big difference.Well, lucky, lucky for me that this thread was still here, because I'm not reading this ( do we call the Bitching Parlour a forum, or a sub-forum ? I've been going by the premise that it's a forum, making INTPCentral "The Fora" -- "The Forums" for those who didn't grow up hearing, "Let's look it up, for fun"... italics added, obviously, to represent kids rolling our eyes, at hearing that. )

Oh yeah, my point. Melancholeric, it's "we mere mortals..." because "we" is the subject of the verb "can't access." :)

[Vagabond]

Well, lucky, lucky for me that this thread was still here, because I'm not reading this ( do we call the Bitching Parlour a forum, or a sub-forum ? I've been going by the premise that it's a forum, making INTPCentral "The Fora" -- "The Forums" for those who didn't grow up hearing, "Let's look it up, for fun"... italics added, obviously, to represent kids rolling our eyes, at hearing that. )

Oh yeah, my point. Melancholeric, it's "we mere mortals..." because "we" is the subject of the verb "can't access." :) I think that non-native english speakers are excused to use grammatically wrong expressions which many native english speakers use every day anyway.

[Clara]

Thanks, Vagabond. I meant to add that, too, but I hit the post button too soon, and then my computer froze... and I fell asleep before it finished booting up.

I didn't mean, not at all, to suggest that it's wrong to take license with grammar. Or, in the unlikely case that it was unintentional, that mistakes are unacceptable. I was taking for granted that Melancholeric would know, that correcting the use of language of a writer whose words I enjoy reading, was tongue-in-cheek.

Trying again, more politely this time : Hello, Melancholeric and Vagabond. Good Summer wishes to both of you.

[Claverhouse]

PLACE-HOLDER FOR CLASSIC STATUS

[cloakable]

Good. This post is a classic. Lets keep this on page 1, so the Muffin can see it when he gets back, eh?

[Hexchild]

Good. This post is a classic. Lets keep this on page 1, so the Muffin can see it when he gets back, eh?

According to himself, he's not coming back.

[melancholeric]

According to himself, he's not coming back.
When did he say that? I know he asked to be banned for 2 months ( only to get the admins to change his nickname from "muffin" to "banned", but that was fixed ) but I don't recall him saying that he's not returning once the ban expires. But then my memory is far from perfect.

[Hexchild]

When did he say that? I know he asked to be banned for 2 months ( only to get the admins to change his nickname from "muffin" to "banned", but that was fixed ) but I don't recall him saying that he's not returning once the ban expires. But then my memory is far from perfect.
He told me on msn.

[melancholeric]

He told me on msn.
I'm not going to believe that unless you post logs. Besides I can't count how many times he's said he's leaving and not coming back; yet every single time he has returned, sooner or later.

( Sooner = less than two hours. Later = the next day -- these cases are extremely rare. )

[mgb]

I'm not going to believe that unless you post logs. Besides I can't count how many times he's said he's leaving and not coming back; yet every single time he has returned, sooner or later.

( Sooner = less than two hours. Later = the next day -- these cases are extremely rare. )

I agree. We need more evidence. Even then you never know what he is going to to do. Such an enigma.

[Hexchild]

I'm not going to believe that unless you post logs.

I did log that session, in case I would need to prove a point at some time.

EDIT: In case you wonder why I didn't see his msn avatar, I was still running msn 4.7



[Shai Gar] how do you like the new picture?

[Hexchild] what pic?

[Shai Gar] avatar

[Hexchild] What, in msn?

[Hexchild] Or are you referring to that same old burning cross on INTPC?

[Shai Gar] msn

[Shai Gar] i have left intpc for good

[Hexchild] I don't see an avatar on msn tho, where'd I find it?

[Shai Gar] damn

[Shai Gar] i'll send it

[Hexchild] heh, they're awaiting your return you know

[Shai Gar] yeah, but it'll never happen :D

[Shai Gar] all i need to is ask for an extension of the ban

[Shai Gar] another 90 days

[Hexchild] You can't stay out without it?

[Shai Gar] i probably can

[Shai Gar] but i'd rather just stay banned forever

[Hexchild] aha

[Hexchild] Your legacy to the INTPC world

[Shai Gar] if they make me a moderator, and give me total access to my user title then i'd think about returning

[Shai Gar] but that aint happening

[Hexchild] Hardly :)

[Shai Gar] aye

[Hexchild] So it's all about the muffin? :D

[Shai Gar] not entirely

[Shai Gar] i dispise the muffin though, and every time i see it as my user title i want to empty my rifle into division 56's head

[Shai Gar] Jemma gave that nickname to me, and i dispise that girl, they use it to insult, and they do not know how much it enrages me

[Hexchild] We're all stupid kids in that sense

[Shai Gar] yeah, so i'll not come back

[Hexchild] It's kind of a loss. Not that I miss all that flaming though. You did have a few good points once in a while.

[Shai Gar] i know, even in the flames there were good points, but better things are going on

[Shai Gar] i'm helping a friend with his software thing, and building two of my own projects

[Shai Gar] :D and possibly getting a job as a librarian

[Hexchild] :)

[Hexchild] Whatever works for you

[Hexchild] It's not like you exist for everyone else's amusement

[Shai Gar] aye

[Shai Gar] holy shit it's late

[Shai Gar] 0209

[Hexchild] If the subject should ever come up, mind if I quote this conversation?

[Shai Gar] if you want to, i consider the matter closed though

[Hexchild] It might prove a good point at ..er, some point.

[Shai Gar] heh

[Claverhouse]

:rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl:


Claverhouse :ph34r:

[Claverhouse]

Since it's unlikely that any normal person would keep logs of Shai's posting to prove anything whatever, I now formally accuse Hexchild of being Shai Gar.

J'accuse !



Claverhouse :ph34r:


The moderator bit can be forgotten, but if it hurts him that much I could urge my esteemed confreres to forgo the muffin.

Just to prove what a nice fair English chap I am: since I doubt if they would actually do it. Handsome gestures that cost absolutely nothing are an English speciality.

[mgb]

Like the sands of time....

[Hexchild]

Since it's unlikely that any normal person would keep logs of Shai's posting to prove anything whatever, I now formally accuse Hexchild of being Shai Gar.

Well, that was kind of insulting. Thanks a lot.

[Claverhouse]

Well, Shai Gar wouldn't find it insulting, so that proves you are not Shai.

Now you just have to prove you're not everyone else.



Claverhouse :ph34r:

[Hexchild]

You just called me either abnormal or a liar. So where is my apology?

[PenguinHunter]

Admins apologize to no one.... NO ONE!!!

[Ascending]

It's not like you exist for everyone else's amusement


I always thought that Shai Gar was a chatbot that scanned articals from fringe news sites; sprinkling them with various profanities from a limited vocabulary database before posting them here.


Synthetic Hotheaded Android Intelligence Generating Artifical Retribution.

[cloakable]

Nah, I thought Shai was a funny troll (as opposed to an unfunny troll like universal)

[Ascending]

^Agenda^

[aether]

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jemma has a boyfriend, but she comes to me to have a shoulder to cry on. now dont get me wrong here i do like the girl, and not in a i'd like to date you way, but more in a you are still hot and while we dont really get on much anymore i still wanna fuck you, plus you are sweet way. anyway i really want to just say, "take this shit to your new boyfriend, let him deal with it bitch" but i cannot, what she did hurt me, but i cannot honestly say i dont want anything to do with her ever again, when she looks sad it hurts me because i know i am one of the only two people in her life who can make her feel better, the other is her ex-best friend, and since those two are fighting i get the brunt of having to help her feel better, i just get shitted off, i still want to hold her in my arms and kiss her, i still want to take her dancing, i still want to do things with her and she knows i still like her, but i also told her i dont care as much as i used to, even though i still do.

i am not in love with the girl anymore, i moved on, but seeing her in pain is hard for me. what is worse is when i see her with her boyfriend kissing him.
i dont really give a shit who she is with, but knowing that i just put in 10 minutes of my reading time into making her happy and knowing she is now kissing some other guy shits me off.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

there. okay rant done, i feel somewhat better.

truth to tell, i'd feel better if i had someone, anyone really close to me who i could discuss the ideas that come into my mind, how i think the universe operates, how the world should run, the best ways to take over a nation, the fundemental human rights, and be able to hug them too


I did feel the urge to post this obscenity numerous times but Shai Gar has pretty much done it for me. It appears that he has been the pioneer in this realm of expression. I will post vicariously.

[Claverhouse]

This is fine usage of his favourite word, but unfortunately, and uncharacteristically, he neglected to place it in the title to startle the unwary. And it still falls short of this opening post, perhaps nothing in his later work can ever reach it's pith and vigour --- the tragedy of all great artists who flower young:




WHEN THIS WORLD BURNS.

die, just fucking DIE.

none of you matter, you are just beings who are rare because you suck. the mold wasnt one that was unfortunately rare. THANK FUCKING LOKI IT WAS RARE.

just fucking die.

Note the fact that even the first letter is uncapitalised. Pure genius.



Claverhouse :ph34r:

[cloakable]

Well, yes. We can but hope he still has some greatness left inside him, lest intpc lose its greatest troll.

[cloakable]

^Agenda^
Noooo, what gave you that impression?